where have you buried
“And so I ask myself: ‘Where are your dreams?’
And I shake my head and mutter: ‘How the years go by!’
And I ask myself again: ‘What have you done with those years? Where have you buried your best moments? Have you really lived?
Look,’ I say to myself, ‘how cold it is becoming all over the world!’
— Fyodor Dostoevsky, White Nights